Man, I wished time could turn back.
When we were still young and lively, nothing seemed to bother us.
But..

The only thing that is consistent, is change.

And a major change is gna be permanent.
I call it growing up, you might call it temperament.

But I enjoy being like that, no frets, no worries. Just so happening and in control.
I used to worry what would happen tomorrow or later.

Would anyone talk to me, would I make new friends, would she leave me out..
would they ignore me, would anyone listen to what i wna say..

But now, its just me.
Alone, and I enjoy being like that.
I finally grew out of my have-to-get-friends-to-go-wherever-i-go habit.
I'm fine alone, although I would prefer friends around me.
And I don't even give a shit on whether who likes me or not, it's just too tiring.


too tiring to think if he/she likes me or not.
too tiring to be upset over someone who doesn't like me.
too tiring to be restricting myself from trying so hard not to say the wrong words.

so tired, and so i'm letting it all go..

I don't even have much friends to start with anyway.

Whatever you wna say about this post, whatever man.

In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love. -Diego Marchi.