These are edited versions of the previous pictures. except some. which i uploaded them after heavy editing.

today had aesthetics. Michelle didn't go and she was super heng i tell you.
so left me, ziyi and yuvin loh.
the training was quite okay. we just kept practising and practising.
i am gonna be soooo dead meat tomorrow because i don't even know my steps! i only agar-agar see people do then i do.
lol. crapcrapcrapcrapcrap

the clothes we had to wear was quiteeee okay. except for the pants.
the shirt wasn't okay for me because i usually don't like to wear tight-fitting clothes to show my three bumper tires.
yingjie and i didn't really like the idea of wear tight-fitting clothes also. i usually wear L/XL.

the pants has bells on it. and the material has those kind of black curly fur that sticks on to my hands.
and when i use my hands to wipe my sweat, there goes my furry/hairy face.

we look like mongolians/vietnamese.
but oh well. i think i can cope tomorrow's perfomance. ;D

yuvin just sms-ed me that she took the wrong bus and she's heading towards the airport now.
i can tell she's super duper angry because she want to say all the F- words now.
companying her sms.
Yuvin and i are going job-hunting. and it's not gonna be easy unless you're self-employed (open your own blogshop etc.)
you can have 100 As but you may never reach that maturity level. D:
difficultdifficultdifficultdifficult.

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Song: Over you
by Chris Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.


You opened my eyes so i can see, that you never were the best for me.
you built me up and tear me down.
and now i'm slowly picking up the pieces putting them all back together.
so don't you dare ever,ever talk to me.

I'm better off without you more than you ever know.
















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im going crazy over you.
you promised me that we were going out today.
and yet you make empty promises? what the fuck.
so what if you leave work at 8pm? i don't mind meeting you even at 12am!

i don't care if you don't appreciate my help the other time.
it's $5000 for fuck's sake.
and if i can give you a fucking big sum of money, why can't you even spare a fucking 10mins for me.

It's just a matter of give, and take.
i give more, you take more.
i give less, you want more.
easy as that.
so why not i just don't give, and let you do all the giving.
i'm sick and tired of giving in to you. i hold the white flag.
i've been trying so hard to get you back but if you just ain't willing, i have nothing more to say.
whether or not, you decide.

i'm giving up on you.

officially.