hahahahaha i can't stop laughing and BOOHOOBOOHOO i can't stop crying.

i'm going insane cause of the mixed atmosphere around me. Firstly, i must say i am laughing my heads off and secondly, i must say that i am crying out loud till my mum thinks i'm going insane.

laugh- cause my mum just budged into my room and told me: "you know what? i CUT off your sister's phone line just,"

and i went, WTH?! omg! why did you do that?!?!?!??!?!

and she said, cause i call a few times and she didn't pick up and she eventually hanged on me.

and i went, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. serves you right you ninny poo!

and sister called up and said, what did you do?! I'm in the middle of a movie, mum!

and my mum said, well you could at least speak softly or sms me! since i ccan't get in contact with you, why have the phone for? next time i no need to call you and you no need to call me.

and the phone went zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

LOL.!

i am now laughing and laughing and laughing. Yea right, that's what a normal human being should do. Not only cut her phone line. You might as well cut her head off. HIAK HIAK HIAK.! XD

and now to the sad part - i have just sent an sms to Yeo Hong Yie ** *** **** **?

and he said, since i have such low confidence, why get together?

so i understand, don't get together am i right? well fine. since you're the one who asked for it, i GIVE it.

never mind, if that's the reason for skipping my birthday present i may forgive you but YOU should know something:

why do i have such low confidence? it is because YOU give me low confidence. a woman needs security, no matter how much how long. since you don't bother to reassure me, i don't bother to carry on either.

for these 3 years, if these 3 years don't mean anything to you, it won't mean anything to me either. i'm only 13, i have a long way to go.

I hope you find your girl that doesn't need confidence and security. Best Wishes and goodluck,

I Don't Love You Anymore, that was what i was trying to say,

ok done with bubble talk.

since you wanna break up, why start at first? you made a wrong choice then, so did i.

i wasted my time, my effort, my heart, my studies, my soul for the person i thought i have loved the most in my entire life. i guess it was only the beginning...

Sayonara, when the moon turns blue one day, i will come back for you.

But nothing stops my un-beautiful but regular smile. :) stay happy.